Prologue
It all started with two spiders.
The first spider was a normal brown spider. She hatched out of her egg in the early spring, two weeks after the last of the late frosts occurred. There was no name given to her, she was just a singular purpose, a minuscule point of self-aware Essence bound into a head, thorax, outsized abdomen, and eight legs. And she had to eat her way out through the myriads of her brothers and sisters if she wanted to survive. So she did.
She took a couple of good chomps by similar-minded siblings, but they weren't able to maintain their hold, given that they in turn were being eaten alive by other siblings. Fortunately her body was malleable enough that the damage wasn't too great. She managed to fight free of the hungering fangs long enough to punch a hole through the wall of her mother's egg sac, and then she was free.
She did not dawdle; attaching a line of webbing purely by instinct, she dropped down from the rocky cleft that had sheltered her from the ravages of winter and made her way into the world to hunt, kill, eat, build a web, and then repeat.
The pattern spider dropped through cracks and crevices in the wounded Creation, skirting the storms of matter and Essence as best as he could. He witnessed the deaths of hundreds of thousands of his fellow pattern spiders, plus millions of mortal lives, succumbing to the chaos encompassing them all. Yet somehow he survived, kept moving, seeking safety, the spark of hope he held within giving him the little extra push to survive he needed. Until a rock he perched on dropped out from beneath him and he fell through the bottom of Creation. In desperation he cast one last thread of will up, attaching to the shaking firmament above him.
As She Who Lives In Her Name was pulled in, she caught sight of a mere speck drifting in the quiet expanses below the wrack of Creation on a gossamer thread. A pattern spider, who was staring back at her.
The first spider was a normal brown spider. She hatched out of her egg in the early spring, two weeks after the last of the late frosts occurred. There was no name given to her, she was just a singular purpose, a minuscule point of self-aware Essence bound into a head, thorax, outsized abdomen, and eight legs. And she had to eat her way out through the myriads of her brothers and sisters if she wanted to survive. So she did.
She took a couple of good chomps by similar-minded siblings, but they weren't able to maintain their hold, given that they in turn were being eaten alive by other siblings. Fortunately her body was malleable enough that the damage wasn't too great. She managed to fight free of the hungering fangs long enough to punch a hole through the wall of her mother's egg sac, and then she was free.
She did not dawdle; attaching a line of webbing purely by instinct, she dropped down from the rocky cleft that had sheltered her from the ravages of winter and made her way into the world to hunt, kill, eat, build a web, and then repeat.
The second spider was… well, it was constructed in the mechanized god-forges of Autocthon as a Mark 1 pattern spider—one of millions. It was, however, still a spider insofar as you or I would understand the concept. Enhanced by magical thaumaturgy and the binding of a self-aware mote of Essence, this spider was designed to safeguard the threads of destiny, of All-That-Is. And it did its job accordingly. Skittering up and across and over and through the various world-weaves of Creation and Autocthon, the spider monitored for disturbances in the pattern. If there were problems, the spider would either fix the issue, or call in support from other spiders for neutralization.
But over years that accumulated into centuries, this steel-and-essence-imbued arthopod began to develop a sense of self-awareness. And, a personality. While this development wasn’t necessarily against Autocthon's rules, it was also not necessarily favored among the rational overseers of Autocthon. So this spider—and its fellow brethren—kept their burgeoning sense of “I am!” hidden underneath adherence to maintenance protocols. But on their own, on its own—his own (for the spider had developed a self-sense of being male), the spider began to watch and appreciate what it was like to exist in Creation as a normal mortal being.
So the second spider watched the Primordials abuse their fantastic, wonderful Creation. The Primordials, who sprang unborn from the wild torrents of unformed Chaos to create a stable cosmos and fashioned the gods as overseers, proceeded to tap everything they’d made as an energy source to play the unfathomable Games Of Destiny.
The pattern spider was as far beneath their notice as an amoeba was to a whale, and so avoided their attention. He also scrupulously made certain that he would not ever catch their attention, or even come close for fear of being utterly annihilated.
But even in this eon of Titans making everything-that-is and that-would-be, there was a healthy spark of uncertainty. The kind of uncertainty that played subtle havoc with the best-laid plans, particularly those laid by one Primordial in particular: the Principle of Hierarchy, known as "She Who Lives In Her Name".
The creator of Order, of rules and laws and precepts and policies, the Principle of Hierarchy—and this was definitely a she—was irritated to the point of aggravation about the niggling uncertainties that kept creeping into Creation and spoiling her efforts, her need, to make everything predetermined. When the Principle bent her vast mind to investigating this strange unexpected phenomena, she discovered that the root cause was individuality caused by free will. It was the inexhaustible spark of “I am!”, the very source of identity, the wellspring of love, hate, fear, kindness that everything which could think possessed.
This offended the Principle of Hierarchy. In fact, the mere existence of individuality enraged her (which was quite a lot, given that she was the expression of a particular universal constant) because the existence of free choice, of uncertainty and identity meant that she could never achieve the pinnacle of her existence. And so she set about to eliminate individuality from all of Creation. It never occurred to the Principle of Hierarchy that she would be obliterating herself should she succeed. She could not conceive of the concept of Death, because as a Primordial she simply could not die. It was inconceivable to her that she would be committing suicide—only the thought of finally regulating all of existence mattered to her.
Thus the Principle of Hierarchy began her great work to enslave the universe into the service of ultimate Order. As an unintended result of her subtle machinations, the gods, who were servants of the Primordials, rebelled by exalting certain choice mortals, and the Primordial War began.
The second spider did not know any of this. All he knew was that Exalted humans were ignoring their masters, the Dragon Kings (who were by and large, irrelevant), and going to war against the Primordials. This caused the weaves of destiny underlying all of Creation to tangle themselves into an almighty mess at almost the speed of thought. Which, for the pattern spider, meant that he was in for a very bumpy ride.
Leaping from convulsing cable to cable, and thus touching various things in Creation such as a gigantic man-eating turkey (yes, they did exist), the dreams of a young maiden, a storm brewing off a long-forgotten coast, and several battles involving humans swarming the manses of various Primordials, the spider sought refuge wherever he could from the torrents of chaos besieging Creation.
He ended up finding it in the lee of a cliff located in a quiet valley thousands of miles from any conflict.
Here the second spider thought he was all alone, and thus materialized into the first spider’s layer of reality. He did this to take a break, because even this far removed from the fight, the vibrations across Creation’s threads were unsettling.
And so the first spider beheld a large metallic spider, about the size of a large bird, with glowing blue eyes materialize on the cliff face she’d been living in for the summer of her life. The timing couldn’t be any worse for her. She’d finished laying her precious eggs, had sown up the egg sac and secured it within a tiny cleft, and now was sitting outside the cleft, slowly dying from the internal injuries she’d sustained in giving birth. And now she was overrun with the conflicting instincts to run from this great enormous intruder, and to defend her eggs—her reason for living—with everything she had left. Other spiders would have run, would have woven a silk line with what was left of their own bodies and fled. But this spider… the sacred mystery deep within her chose to fight. And so she dragged herself forth, and attempted to sink her fangs into the steel pincep of the second spider’s leg. It was this action that saved her.
The second spider sensed the intent, and looked down to notice the final attack of a small, organic brown spider against one of his forelegs. And in that moment a violent tremor hit the cliff. Rocks shifted, cracked, and spilled forth.
Through one of her eyes, the first spider saw the rocks forming the cleft where her egg sac rested, suddenly clench together and in doing so destroy what was within. And just like that, her dream—such as it was—was destroyed. Though she was just a spider, even she could feel loss. Then the rest of the cliff gave way, she lost her grip, and fell.
The pattern spider slid down the cliff face, but even in his fall, he was aware of the little brown spider. His exposure to living mortal beings of all kinds had engendered a sense of empathy within him. And so he extended his legs and caught her as they hit the ground. He did his best to protect her from the tons of rock falling around them, by vibrating the causal strings of reality to cause the boulders to tumble away from them. As he touched the underlying currents of What-Is, he realized something was seriously wrong. But even there, he felt the brown spider’s mote of grief. And so he brought his attention back to her.
She was dying. Two of her legs had come off, the internal bleeding was worsening, and she had lost her egg sac. And all her insectoid mind could do was try and process the loss. The inability to do so reverberated through the tiny spider’s body as waves of grief.
The pattern spider could communicate with anything in Creation, and so it sent an immaterial, psychic tendril of telepathy to connect with the dying female spider. In this way, he came into contact with the emotions of grief, and loss. Limited as they were by the fact that the being feeling them was indeed a spider, those feelings still resonated. The pattern spider’s own grasp of existence grew, and he experienced sympathy for the fading mother.
There was an Underworld in this age, which consisted of the vast waters of Lethe, into which all living souls dropped from death to be wiped clean and reborn anew according to the dictates of the Primordials—who themselves could not die and as such had no sympathy for or understanding of the dead. The pattern spider, who was technically “immortal”, did know of the reincarnation process. To try and ease the brown spider’s suffering, he sent a message consisting of a simple thought construct into her mind. And that message, consisting of images and emotions, was this:
You will die, you will come back again, and you will have another chance.
The tiny soul of the brown spider, upon receiving this message and understanding it, expanded just a little. And in that expansion, a burst of pure, ecstatic hope bloomed. She would get another chance for a summer; to build webs, eat bugs, mate, and maybe survive long enough to lay another egg sac. One that might survive beyond her.
The little flicker of hope erupted out of her, infecting the pattern spider. It was an utterly new sensation for him, and he stumbled as he considered the strange new idea burning inside him. At that moment, the brown spider died. And in the next, the world beneath him split open.
The pattern spider dropped into a cataclysm of falling rock, fire, and torn weaves of Creation. The body of the little brown spider fell away from his outstretched legs and was gone, crushed within the maelstrom around him. He wove frantically, forcing the rock and earth and chaos away from his vulnerable body. All around him the fabric of reality tore itself apart. He glimpsed swathes of the unformed Wyld, of the waters of Lethe raging as if in a storm, the sky, the magma of the elemental pole of Fire, and struggled to find a safe spot to land amidst the insanity.
But there was none. For at that time, the Solar Exalted led the Dragon-blooded and regular mortals on their great assault against the Primordial named Malfeas and his allies. And, the Principle of Hierarchy, who was also a Primordial known as She Who Lives In Her Name, took advantage of the chaos and began her own assault on all factions, and all that existed. Nowhere in Creation was safe.
The pattern spider dropped through cracks and crevices in the wounded Creation, skirting the storms of matter and Essence as best as he could. He witnessed the deaths of hundreds of thousands of his fellow pattern spiders, plus millions of mortal lives, succumbing to the chaos encompassing them all. Yet somehow he survived, kept moving, seeking safety, the spark of hope he held within giving him the little extra push to survive he needed. Until a rock he perched on dropped out from beneath him and he fell through the bottom of Creation. In desperation he cast one last thread of will up, attaching to the shaking firmament above him.
The tumult ceased, as the pattern spider found himself floating on the edges of infinity. Behind and above him were the masses of Creation, his home of Autocthon, and Yu-Shan the City of Heaven, wracked by war and turmoil. But there was something out there amidst the eternity of the Wyld.
She Who Lived In Her Name understood that the winner of this war would obtain the privilege of defining all created reality. Her plan was simple: by remaining in her true state—that of an undefined, undefinable yet inevitable cosmic imperative—she would gain the leverage necessary to win the war and thus subject all of Creation to perfect, unending Order. So she had taken the step of moving her own being outside of the parameters of Creation, out into the unformed Wyld. This was a gamble that the Rakshas who inhabited the infinite spaces would be too distracted with the spectacle to attack her essence and subsequently define her. And if she were rendered via the perception of others into a conceivable shape, then she would have weaknesses, vulnerabilities, and would be at risk of losing her bid for supremacy.
Free of observation, She Who Lives In Her Name stretched her will for her assault. At the right moment she would reach out, unseen, and touch every single part of creation, from the Primordials all the way down to the molecules at the bottom of the world, Then she would enslave them to her will, to righteous Order and Organization. Free will, free choice, would no longer be necessary, let alone even conceivable.
Her bid was winning, for almost everyone who could stop her was currently involved in either watching, or fighting in, the Primordial War within Creation.
The pattern spider beheld a vast black ambiguity reaching out to envelop Creation. In trying to comprehend what he was viewing, his mind resorted to its standard default and defined the Primordial as a titanic spider as large as Creation itself, with eyes like floating glass spheres of different sizes, filled with fire, all rotating around a central thorax, its myriads of legs outstretched to grasp the cosmos.
In that moment, She Who Lives In Her Name's quantum-level superposition failed, and she succumbed to observation. She was surprised, for the first time in all her existence. Her own laws came crashing down around her, and she felt her power abruptly confined, defined, and limited. She looked around, searching for whomever had imprisoned her in this form.
In that moment, She Who Lives In Her Name's quantum-level superposition failed, and she succumbed to observation. She was surprised, for the first time in all her existence. Her own laws came crashing down around her, and she felt her power abruptly confined, defined, and limited. She looked around, searching for whomever had imprisoned her in this form.
The shockwave of the Primordial's sudden definition resounded throughout All-That-Is. The Gods who exalted the Solars, and those few Primordials who supported the rebellion, noticed the sudden appearance and definition of She Who Lives In Her Name. The divine allies realized at once what she was trying to do. With their collective might, they reached out to the now-vulnerable Titan, dragging her back into Creation where she could be bound.
As She Who Lives In Her Name was pulled in, she caught sight of a mere speck drifting in the quiet expanses below the wrack of Creation on a gossamer thread. A pattern spider, who was staring back at her.
The Primordial knew at once this was the being who had thwarted her plan. She struggled with all her might, but could not fight off all the forces arrayed against her. So she glared back at the spider.
I will have my vengeance, tiny little one, she told him across the vast reaches. I will break out and I will have my triumph. You will be there to see it, and you will be the first I subject to Order. So I swear.
The pattern spider almost imploded under the weight under of the Primordial's curse. But deep within him, the spark of hope held fast and so did he. He met her regard and for the first time in his life felt both fear, and resolve. This was not over, the pattern spider knew that. Primordials could not die--but, hope whispered, maybe they could...
The Primordial, Malfeas, had already been captured, his fetich soul slain, and his very nature adjusted. He was to become a world-prison, locking She Who Lives In Her Name away from Creation. As his body contorted and tore apart to be reformed, she struggled against the prison forming around her. Three of her glass spheres cracked, releasing a fire that annihilated all it touched. The fire spilled forth in torrents, destroying all it touched.
The pattern spider, dangling below the firmament of Creation, beheld the new threat of the all-consuming fire spilling forth from the tortured orb Malfeas had become. He sprang away from the outreaching flames, throwing threads as far ahead as he could in order to outrace the doom behind him. He dodged gouts of fire, continent-sized chunks of matter falling off from the structure of Creation, and witnessed countless more lifeforms succumbing to the fires of She Who Lived In Her Name. The spider ran as far as he could, until the destruction was a dull rumble far behind him.
It was only then, when he paused to assess the damage, that he realized the fires of the Principle of Hierarchy had consumed two-thirds or more of Creation. And not just the Firmament--when he peeked through the veil at the Underworld, all he saw was blasted wasteland surrounding a river and then an ocean, instead of the all-encompassing seas of Lethe. Where the little spider's soul would have been, no longer existed.
The little brown spider was gone, he realized. All that was left of her was the spark of hope he now carried within his battered framework. And his memories. Then he thought of the millions, the billions of mortals who had also died in the fires and the tumult of the world tearing itself apart. There would be no coming back, no second chance for them.
In that moment, the pattern spider gave in to despair. He wondered what the whole point of it all was. What use was a simple pattern spider in the face of all the destruction that had occurred, at the hands of Primordials, Gods, and Men? He was a simple pattern spider construct, able to monitor and adjust the weft of Fate, and that was it.
A beam of light pierced the murk of the Wyld in which he was floating. The pattern spider noticed the illumination across his body and scanned his vicinity. The light of the Unconquered Sun should not be able to reach him, and he wondered what new threat was coming at him.
Instead, the light came from a distant source far, far away from the wreckage of Creation. Farther than Yu Shan, the newly-created world prison of Malfeas, or his own birthplace of Autocthon, the light came. The pattern spider stopped in wonder as he gazed upon a distant shining place, a great Source. The hope within him resonated to the distant glory. It was only a moment, but it was enough. He had a choice, the pattern spider realized as he gazed at the light that all Creation moved toward. He could give in to despair, or he could fight back. He had hope, the light seemed to say to him, and that was all he needed.
A cloud of chaos obscured the shining place and he was once again in the darkness that surrounded all of formed space. Above him, Creation burned in the aftermath of the war against the Primordials. If he could sigh, he would have. The pattern spider looked up, then grasped the thin thread taking him back to the world-that-is, and began climbing.
The pattern spider, dangling below the firmament of Creation, beheld the new threat of the all-consuming fire spilling forth from the tortured orb Malfeas had become. He sprang away from the outreaching flames, throwing threads as far ahead as he could in order to outrace the doom behind him. He dodged gouts of fire, continent-sized chunks of matter falling off from the structure of Creation, and witnessed countless more lifeforms succumbing to the fires of She Who Lived In Her Name. The spider ran as far as he could, until the destruction was a dull rumble far behind him.
It was only then, when he paused to assess the damage, that he realized the fires of the Principle of Hierarchy had consumed two-thirds or more of Creation. And not just the Firmament--when he peeked through the veil at the Underworld, all he saw was blasted wasteland surrounding a river and then an ocean, instead of the all-encompassing seas of Lethe. Where the little spider's soul would have been, no longer existed.
The little brown spider was gone, he realized. All that was left of her was the spark of hope he now carried within his battered framework. And his memories. Then he thought of the millions, the billions of mortals who had also died in the fires and the tumult of the world tearing itself apart. There would be no coming back, no second chance for them.
In that moment, the pattern spider gave in to despair. He wondered what the whole point of it all was. What use was a simple pattern spider in the face of all the destruction that had occurred, at the hands of Primordials, Gods, and Men? He was a simple pattern spider construct, able to monitor and adjust the weft of Fate, and that was it.
A beam of light pierced the murk of the Wyld in which he was floating. The pattern spider noticed the illumination across his body and scanned his vicinity. The light of the Unconquered Sun should not be able to reach him, and he wondered what new threat was coming at him.
Instead, the light came from a distant source far, far away from the wreckage of Creation. Farther than Yu Shan, the newly-created world prison of Malfeas, or his own birthplace of Autocthon, the light came. The pattern spider stopped in wonder as he gazed upon a distant shining place, a great Source. The hope within him resonated to the distant glory. It was only a moment, but it was enough. He had a choice, the pattern spider realized as he gazed at the light that all Creation moved toward. He could give in to despair, or he could fight back. He had hope, the light seemed to say to him, and that was all he needed.
A cloud of chaos obscured the shining place and he was once again in the darkness that surrounded all of formed space. Above him, Creation burned in the aftermath of the war against the Primordials. If he could sigh, he would have. The pattern spider looked up, then grasped the thin thread taking him back to the world-that-is, and began climbing.